Thursday, March 8, 2018

Nothing feels right

When you feel like there is nothing right, when your head and heart don't listen to each other again, you just want to quit and stop listening to either one. The heart keeps getting stronger day by day, and the head is getting weaker and weaker. I wish I could just follow my heart.

Monday, February 19, 2018

surrounded by jealousy

Surrounded by jealousy-filled-minded people, I am wondering if these people are finding their own happiness by treating me and other people badly and thinking that they are the smartest people on earth? I have not harmed anyone and I stick to my own life principle, which I hope later on will be clear to those people that jealousy doesn't do them any good. 

I'm keeping my mouth quiet and simply burying myself in my business but I do notice what is going on. You may trick me once but you can't trick me twice. May God bless you and your family!

Sunday, January 28, 2018

A real break before moving on

I'm reaching a point where I no longer care about money, opportunity, and what so ever. I need a break. I'm exhausted; I don't want to give up but I need a real break before I can move forward. I can no longer drag myself to step forward although I know that good opportunities are awaiting. I want to  take enough rest before continuing the journey. This is a transition and hopefully this will later clear my mind and get myself back on my feet with a clear vision of which way to go and what to achieve.

A lot of people would say this is a stupid decision but for me it is best for now.

Sunday, November 26, 2017

Destined to be the only female in male-donimant groups

Looking back at the achievements I have made and the current situation I am in, I have always been destined to be the only female in groups.

I clearly remember a time in 2002 while I was standing in line to get my certificate for the national outstanding students in SR. I was the only girl among the 10 champions.

Back to my teaching experience at IFL, I was the only female teacher in the TM group, and I did well with the awards of the best TM teacher four times consecutively.

What about now? The only female in the ACE senior management team.

Monday, November 6, 2017

Feeling-good Morning

What a good morning! Worked out for 15 minutes, prepared Tata for school, had a breakfast at home, and drank a cup of milk before coming to work.

It's gonna be a productive day!

Sunday, October 1, 2017

Wake up and be realistic

Thida, grow up! You can't simply do only what you like in real life. There are a lot of people out there who are doing or have done what they loath because this is a pathway to professional growth or personal success. A lot of successful people have experienced this and have passed it or else they wouldn't be where they are now.

Happiness is indeed a choice, but you need to know how to choose the wise happiness. Want to stay in your comfort zone only??? How long? Don't you want to grow professionally? Don't you want to make big impacts with people around you including your family members and staff? Don't you want to be a role model for women? Slap your face and wake up!!!!

Why did your parents send you to the states and spend lots of money on your study? Just to see you becoming a regular teacher? NOOOOO. They want to be proud of you and you yourself want to make them proud too.


Show off your achievements and make everyone around you proud!!

Wednesday, September 6, 2017


Struggling every day to get myself to be positive about my job. I don't really understand why I am feeling this depressed despite the learning opportunities that I am having. Some people are jealous of what I have been offered, but I myself is reading this as an overloading burden.

Am I just too tired? Am I too stressed? Am I telling myself that I am not capable enough to do the assigned tasks? Or am I feeling inferior to those men?